Writing this on a Sunday, and damn… it is a beautiful day.
The sun is shining, probably gonna go for a walk with Mom this afternoon… just gorgeous.
I feel good today…and I need to let that happen.
It can be really hard to allow yourself to be happy when you’re afraid of the worst case scenario…
Trust me, I get it. I really do.
I am that person…the one who can’t just let herself be happy. I’ve always gotta look for what could possibly go wrong, or how the happiness I feel right now could be wrecked by something I can’t see yet.
But I’m gonna tell you (and myself) now that this is pretty much futile, and you shouldn’t do it.
Remember yesterday’s post where we said that pain was inevitable?
Well, it is…you will feel it at various points in your life…so why would you want to go looking for it?
Let it come to you when it’s meant to. Until then, be happy.
Take all things One Day At A Time (ODAAT)…
Today, I commit myself to staying in the moment. Because I can’t possibly predict what will happen in the next moment.
I know nothing about what tomorrow will bring…only what I can do today.
So take things one day at a time…learn to love where you’re at because that’s where you’re meant to be.